The two subsequent years before Michael Jackson died, I lost both my Mom and my sweetheart, Ray. These were my loved ones who were loaded with heavy illness, and I was responsible for both of them. They both passed a year apart, and I was devastated and exhausted physically and mentally, in grief, and lost in life. One year later, I needed to do some yard work, I wasn’t in the mood and I needed something to “liven me up”. It was […]